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  Tainted Elements Series

  Book Three

  MONSTER

  Alycia Linwood

  Copyright © 2015 Alycia Linwood

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  Dedication

  As always, this book is dedicated to my readers. I hope you’ll enjoy it as much as I enjoyed writing it. Special thanks to my beta readers and editors! This book wouldn’t be the same without you. Thank you for your support!

  Note

  Chapter 25 contains sexual content intended for mature audiences. If you do not wish to read such content, you may skip that chapter.

  Table of Contents

  Disclaimer

  Chapter 1

  Chapter 2

  Chapter 3

  Chapter 4

  Chapter 5

  Chapter 6

  Chapter 7

  Chapter 8

  Chapter 9

  Chapter 10

  Chapter 11

  Chapter 12

  Chapter 13

  Chapter 14

  Chapter 15

  Chapter 16

  Chapter 17

  Chapter 18

  Chapter 19

  Chapter 20

  Chapter 21

  Chapter 22

  Chapter 23

  Chapter 24

  Chapter 25

  Chapter 26

  Chapter 27

  Chapter 1

  When my eyes opened again, the first thing I saw was the light blue sky. I blinked, sharp pain shooting through my head. It wasn’t the sky that I was seeing. It was a ceiling. I slowly moved my head to the left, licking my dry, cracked lips. The metallic taste of blood seemed to be stuck to the back of my tongue. A machine stood next to the bed I was lying on, but it appeared to be turned off. An IV bag was hooked to my arm, and a wave of dread hit me when I noticed Elemontera’s bracelet was gone from my wrist.

  What had happened to me? Where was I? I tried to reach my elements, but there was only a strange numbness inside of me. Focusing on my surroundings, I strained my muscles in an attempt to lift myself up on my elbows, but my whole body was weak, tiny tremors running all over my legs and arms. As far as I could tell, I was in a small room with light blue walls that didn’t resemble anything I’d seen in Elemontera. A chair stood in the corner, a small dark brown table in front of it.

  The door swung open and my heart shot into my throat. Two guards poked their heads inside, looking at me. Their uniforms were black and didn’t have any symbols or marks.

  “She’s awake,” one of the guards said, turning to someone who was probably standing in the hallway.

  “Let me through!” my mom’s voice rang loud and clear from the outside. “I swear, if you don’t let me see my daughter right now...”

  I breathed out a sigh of relief, glad that my mom was okay, and that I hadn’t been taken by the enemy. But why wouldn’t the guards—I assumed Lily’s guards—let my mom see me?

  “We don’t know what your daughter’s state of mind is right now.” I recognized Lily’s calm voice. “I know you want to see her, but she might be dangerous. All those people didn’t just drop to the ground because they felt like it. You know what she’s done. We can’t just...”

  My mom snorted in disgust. “I’m not afraid of my daughter! Step aside right now or I’m going to go through you.”

  “I agree with my wife,” my dad said. “Either let us see her or we’ll make you.”

  Someone sighed, probably Lily. “Okay, but be careful.”

  Gathering my strength, I pushed myself up, letting out a small groan of pain. Had a herd of elephants run me over recently or what? My mom and dad rushed into the room, their faces brightening when they saw me.

  “Honey!” My mom pulled me into her arms, and my dad squeezed my hand. I backed away a little, my hands cold and shaky.

  “How are you feeling?” My mom’s brow was drawn in concern.

  “A little...” I rasped, my throat dry, “...sick.” I tried to take deep, slow breaths to push down the wave of nausea that threatened to overwhelm me.

  Lily finally came into the room, eyeing me, her shoulders tight, a red gash crisscrossing her left cheek. She shooed the guards out into the hallway and closed the door.

  “Do you need anything?” my dad asked.

  “Water,” I managed to say. He immediately rushed to the door and came back a couple of moments later with a plastic cup. I took the cup, which started to shake in my grasp, so my dad wrapped his fingers tightly around mine to stop me from spilling everything. After a few sips of the refreshing liquid, I leaned back onto my pillows. “What happened? Is everyone okay?” I looked at Lily, whose face was empty of all emotion.

  “Yeah. Everyone’s safe for now.” My mom smiled.

  “But what...” My head spun, black spots dancing in my vision. I squeezed my eyes shut, and an image of Sheridan’s face flashed through my mind. My stomach turned upside down and I clamped my hand over my mouth, swallowing bile. I looked up at my mom, my chest tingling. “What...?”

  “Shh. We don’t have to talk about that right now. You need to rest. You’re so pale.” My mom patted my arm.

  A guard burst inside, his eyes wide, his face red, his breathing hard and ragged as if he’d been running. “Elemontera is on the move,” he said.

  Lily chewed on her lip and ran a hand through her long black hair, grimacing. “Okay, Stefan. Keep monitoring their position. Just because they’re out doesn’t mean they’ll find us. How many agents did they send?”

  “At least twenty,” Stefan said. “We can’t tell how many of them are tainted elementals.”

  “Alert me immediately if they come our way,” Lily said. Stefan nodded and slipped through the door.

  I frowned. “Where are we? Where is Sheridan? I thought...” My mind was fuzzy, and I couldn’t recall anything that had happened after Sheridan’s arrival no matter how hard I tried. I still couldn’t feel my elements either, even though I didn’t have any element-blocking jewelry on me that I could see.

  And if the room was element-proof itself, I’d still be able to sense my elements inside of me. Unless there was some new technology in this place that I knew nothing about. Still, that seemed unlikely, and since we were all safe, I assumed my elements were temporarily gone because I had done something to drain my elemental energy. “Did I do something with my elements?”

  “You don’t remember?” Lily gave me an incredulous stare.

  “Remember what? I know Sheridan attacked us and then...” I bit the inside of my cheek, rubbing my stiff neck. “I don’t know. I can’t recall anything after that.”

  “Doesn’t matter, honey.” My mom tucked a strand of my hair behind my ear, her smile never wavering. “You saved us all, and now we’re in a safe house. You should rest for a bit and then the three of us can leave and live happily somewhere far from these monsters that want to hunt you down.” She took hold of my dad’s hand, and he gave her an affectionate look.

  “No. No way.” Lily shook her head at my mom. “You don’t know how this whole thing will affect her.”

  “That’s exactly why I want
to take her away. She’ll need time to recover.” My mom’s brow furrowed, her jaw set.

  “Okay, stop.” I raised my hands up, a knot forming in my throat. “Someone please tell me what happened and why you’re treating me like there’s something wrong with me? How can you think I’ll relax if I don’t even know what’s going on?” Warmth filled my cheeks, followed by the feeling of a weight being lifted off me. My elements were still weak, but they were back.

  “We promise we’ll tell you everything, but...” my dad started to say, and my air, despite its exhausted state, reached out for his mind before I even knew what was happening. I immediately forced it back, breathing hard. My mom held out her hand toward me, but I jumped back.

  “No! Don’t touch me. I...” I curled my fingers into fists, pushing down my air.

  “It’s okay, honey,” my mom said. “I suppose your elements are acting up a bit, but it will get better.”

  “I can give you an element-blocking bracelet if you wish,” Lily said. “Elemontera’s bracelet couldn’t withstand all of your energy and ended up completely destroyed. My techs might have contributed to that when they weakened it.”

  “Yeah, a bracelet would be great.” I wasn’t sure I’d have enough strength to keep my air down, so an element-blocking bracelet would help, although I didn’t know how much use it would be if my elements regained some of their strength. Lily took the bracelet out of the pocket of her black leather jacket and handed it to me.

  “Thanks,” I said, slipping the bracelet onto my wrist. My elements calmed a little, but I had a feeling of thousands of butterflies in my stomach. Somehow I knew that my air wasn’t happy, and if it weren’t so weak, it would have broken through the bracelet in a second.

  Pain pulsed behind my eyes and I covered my face with my hands. An image of Sheridan flashed behind my closed eyelids.

  She was standing in the middle of Lily’s hideout, her chin raised, her shoulders straight, a triumphant smile on her lips. “If you don’t do what I say, your family and friends will die,” she said, her voice slightly distorted. “Just kill him already.”

  The energy poured out of every pore of my body, my element rushing out. It broke through every block as if it were a knife cutting through butter. Then it found what it wanted, grasping and destroying brain signals in its way. It ended a life.

  Oh, God. I cried out, my whole body shaking.

  “Honey, hey!” my mom said, pulling me close to her and caressing my hair. “You’re okay. I’m here now. You’re safe.”

  “What have I done?” I whispered, tears forming in my eyes. There was only one thing I was sure of; I’d taken a life.

  “You saved us,” my mom said. “Sheridan and her men would have killed us all if you hadn’t done what you did.”

  I lifted my head to look into my mom’s eyes, but all I could see was the twisted smile on Sheridan’s face.

  My vision shifted from Sheridan to Jaiden, who was kneeling on the floor in front of me, his head bowed. He’d just told us what he’d done with his special ability; an ability that Sheridan believed I, too, had. The soldiers were pointing their weapons at my family and friends. I had to do something before Sheridan gave the order to kill everyone in the room, and I had to do it fast, but what options did I have?

  The soldiers and Sheridan were protected against me, but I hadn’t used all of my energy in the office, so there was a high chance I could break through the block if I really wanted. But if Sheridan just changed her mind, walked away or dropped to the ground, the soldiers would find it suspicious.

  Sheridan herself had assured me of what would happen in such a situation, which meant I had to get rid of the soldiers first. But if I tried to mind-control them all at once, including Sheridan, I doubted I’d be able to break through all the blocks and successfully mind-control everyone without endangering a single person in the room.

  I looked back at Jaiden, whose gaze was still glued to the floor. He was ready to die. If I just did what Sheridan asked, everyone would be safe... or not. I couldn’t trust someone as crazy as Sheridan, and I couldn’t kill Jaiden either. I glanced at Sheridan and her soldiers. They weren’t Elemontera’s soldiers. They couldn’t be.

  They were probably Marlau’s people or hired muscle. Sheridan must have protected them against me using Elemontera’s technology because she needed me to use my element, but had she had a chance to protect them against Jaiden or was she counting on the bracelet for that? I was certain Sheridan was protected against him thanks to that special implant in her spine, but what about her men? Would she have protected all of her soldiers like that too?

  Maybe she’d only ensured they were safe from weaker attacks. She couldn’t have known Jaiden would be with me. Or maybe she thought she knew Jaiden well enough, so she was sure he wouldn’t try to fight them all. Then again, maybe she was crazy enough to believe I’d join her after she told me the truth about Jaiden, or that I’d never let him endanger my family. Or maybe she did count on the bracelet to stop him. She might have taken back the control of Elemontera’s bracelets, but the bracelets had been weakened by Lily’s techs. There was no way Sheridan could have known about that or fixed them so quickly.

  “What are you waiting for? Kill him!” Sheridan yelled, tapping the heel of her shoe against the floor, her smile vanishing.

  It was now or never. Jaiden didn’t fight me as I pushed my air into his mind. I briefly closed my eyes, blocking out every sound and thought, and focused solely on one simple order: getting inside the soldiers’ minds all at once and stopping them. My element pulled out from Jaiden’s mind. He didn’t move, but I could see a shimmering thread reaching out from him and going for the soldiers.

  My air welled up inside of me and shot out, going straight for Sheridan. I had to incapacitate her before she realized what Jaiden was doing and before she decided to use some device to either stop him, order the soldiers to shoot, or alert someone else. My energy slammed into her mind, but the signals were out of my reach, my air hitting an invisible block. I shoved my element against the block harder and harder, letting all of my energy into it, every single piece of it.

  The block dissolved and my air surged through Sheridan’s mind. My thoughts went to Bailey and so many others she must have killed. My air grasped the signals before I could give it an order what to do, entangling them with such speed that I was dizzy. I blinked and saw Sheridan’s eyes going wide, her mouth hanging open. Then she tumbled to the ground.

  “Moira!” my mom’s voice brought me back to reality.

  I buried my face into her blonde hair, sobbing quietly. I hadn’t meant to kill Sheridan. My element had done that. Or had it been all me and I didn’t want to admit it to myself? My element wasn’t a living thing and it couldn’t have done anything without me. It had been me who thought about the deaths Sheridan had caused, and I must have somehow poured my anger into my element and mistakenly ordered it to kill instead of knock out.

  “I killed Sheridan, didn’t I?” I finally said, pulling back to look into my mom’s eyes.

  She licked her lips. “Honey...”

  “So you do have the ability to kill with your mind?” Lily said, a strange light glistening in her dark eyes.

  “I guess I do,” I said, sniffling.

  “What about Sheridan’s soldiers?” Lily asked, and I flinched, my heart skipping a beat.

  “Oh, God. They’re not all dead, are they?”

  “They were knocked out, but they’re alive,” Lily said. The tension seeped out of my shoulders. Sure, those men had been ready to kill us all on Sheridan’s order, but I’d have never forgiven myself if I’d forced Jaiden to kill for me.

  “Did you do that too?” Lily tilted her head.

  “Sort of,” I said. “I ordered Jaiden to stop them. Is he okay?” I didn’t know how much energy Jaiden had needed to break through the weakened bracelet and mind-control everyone at the same time.

  Lily hesitated. The bracelet on my wrist started to burn a
nd I bit my lip, clamping down my element. I really had to get back in control of my elements, because I couldn’t simply mind-control people whenever they didn’t immediately give me what I wanted.

  “He’s in custody because he confessed he was involved in deaths of innocent people,” Lily finally said.

  “What are you going to do with him?” I narrowed my eyes at her, my voice strained. “You can’t hand him over to the cops.”

  “I don’t have to do that. I’m authorized to deal with dangerous elementals on my own.” She lifted her chin, holding her hands loosely behind her back.

  My pulse sped up. “What does that mean? He helped us. If it hadn’t been for him, we would be all dead now. If I had given in to Sheridan’s request, she would have either killed you all or taken you hostage.”

  “You just admitted you mind-controlled him to help us. That’s not the same. He’s a murderer,” Lily said flatly. “But the government doesn’t want any info about tainted elementals out in the open, so there can’t be a trial or investigation. I don’t even know how we’d prove anything, but if Jaiden is considered to be too dangerous, I’ll deal with him myself.”

  And by deal with, she meant kill. I struggled to get to my feet, my bracelet flying off my wrist. My mom grabbed me by the arm and pulled me back, whispering reassuring words into my ear, but I barely heard her. I was sure that Jaiden’s confession would be enough for Lily to condemn him, even if she never got to hear the whole story. But as I glared at her, I realized she wouldn’t be telling all of this to me if she didn’t want something, especially if she knew I’d want to stop her.

  Taking a deep breath, I settled back on the bed and cocked my head at her. “Mom, Dad, can you please give us a moment?” My eyes never left Lily’s.

  “I don’t think that’s a good idea,” my dad said quickly.

  “I won’t do anything. I promise. Just want to talk to her.”

  “Take this.” My mom pushed two element-blocking bracelets into my hand. I put them on, even though I doubted they’d work against me if I tried hard enough to break through them. Still, my parents hovered over me, glancing around uneasily.